For most people, even the next ones, I always come up as the strong girl, who can go through anything. Maybe it's because of my strong willed & stubborn character. I can handle every situation, no matter how hard it is. I can always survive without any bruises.
Sometimes I wonder, if being "strong" somehow could be a curse for myself.
And sometimes I feel, people can do whatever they like with me because they thought I am strong enough to accept it.
They thought...
For those who really think so, here are some explanation for you:
No, it is not right to let me down over and over again.
And yes, it's upsetting me when you put someone before me over and over again.
No, I am not okay being "alone" with all the things I have to do.
And yes, sometimes I am tired too doing all the things all by myself.
I am independent, I always am. But once in a while, I do need someone, who is there for me, whenever I need him.
If I said nothing, it doesn't mean that it is okay with me. I am only not that kind of person who complains, who put everything in a big drama.
I don't want to be the first priority in your life. But, maybe next time you can ask, how I feel, what I need.
Just please don't take me for granted, because I am not.
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