It was a long time ago since I had my last Holy confession sacrament (I am not sure if I had called it right). It was during the high school time, for about 20 years ago. Then, it was a obligation for each catholic students to have it since we are in a catholic school. And then, we as teenagers didn't do it properly I think. Just some "routine" sins, such as lie to the parents, cheating during exam and so on would be heard by our priest in the chamber.
Later on, the sacrament was never been done anymore.
The sins I assume, are getting bigger, harder, complexer. It was time, where I thought, it is okay to sin as long as you admit it, you pray to God and ask for forgiveness. It was also time where I somehow enjoyed the sins. That was the time where I thought He is Merciful anyway.
I had disparaged God.
We can't be totally free from sins, but we just can do and be as good as we are. He surely will forgive you, but never overly abundant it.
God never sleeps. God sees everything we do in our life, even what we only think and have in mind, He sees.
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